July 13th 2021 - Starting Dr. Chauhan's Medication Again
Spoke to mom this morning and am starting Dr. Chauhan’s medication again. He had the right idea in his diagnosis.
Breakfast: Cream toast (tawa toast)
Mid Morning Snack: Fruit
Lunch: Kaali tori and roti
Lunch Desert: Saunf
Tea: Milk with decaf, boiled egg and toast
Dinner: Bharta roti paneer and then some mutton
Dinner Desert: saunf
Diet General Thoughts
Going well. I am again very conflicted between veg and non veg. I mostly eat veg and then occasionally I eat some non veg. I feel guilty. I am sorry. God please give me the way and strength to be better. Help me be more kind.
NuCamp is nice. Because of it I have been able to focus and practice Bootstrap. I am surprised that I am learning a fair bit even in Bootstrap. There is the group and the help from the NuCamp instructors.
Nu Camp bootstrap
Was very scared right after eating some mutton Sasha choked. I was weak and gave into the temptation. I know this is ridiculous, but I felt scared. Thank God she became okay.
Did Ram mantra today along with Gayatari mantra
Did work for Stella in the morning. It was rewarding. I think I like this type of work where one works without stress and works with good clients. Where clients are appreciative of your work. I hope this work builds up slowly and steadily in the right direction as per God's will.
Was very good till the evening. Then I became tired and a little anxious. Had vitamin D3 today as well.